I finally fell in love around April 10th of last year. I thought things were good — love blinds you so badly. I’ve never been treated so horribly in my life. Writing this makes me just want to burst into tears. I can’t believe I let myself become so gullible. The worst type of love is the kind that ends on a bad note. It was no easy way out. He’s turned me into a monster, it’s only my choice to snap out of it. Hopefully one day I’ll be able to love again and laugh once I think about how much I have been through. But until then I have no choice but to forget all about it.